2010/09/15

Omg,wat happen me….really like shit…..i really cant believe it….i also no want believe how….i was vry vry upsad lah….i really vry hope u can accompany but u cannot…I dunno how…I hate myself y cannot be more strong…y my family will one following pass away…I no want…I love them so much…I really want siow lia….i loss control now….i know u hv trip so I also scare disturb u so I think where u back I only wil shave with u my problem…I no want u worry me….i want u enjoy ur trip….n coz I know last day u house giv ppl curi thing u ady vry angry n sad…so I dunwan add ur 负担…recently I loss control I easy get angry even is jz a small thing….i hope my friend will forgive me,coz i scold u all or giv black face giv u all see….sorry I dun want d…..i really lost my self….


Jz now get my mum call,I was happy coz my mum call me but after she tell me the news my tear in eye is wanted come out too….the news is about my er ku…my also joking with us vry love vry caring d er ku is sick…my mum say he lung is coming blood….no only lung hv so much ppl also coming blood now….he vry bad don’t go see doctor jz want wait die….now he is sale he house n moto….he say my grandfa and grandma come find him…I scare lost ah ku again….be4 I vry 自豪I got seven ah ku….when I lost five ku I ady so sad, after lost grandma, continuo is grandfa….i dun wan lost more…I cannot tahan lia….

I tired..i tired for angry ppl….last week start…my senior bring few friend back our hostel n stay…actually is never mind coz he friend also is same sch is our senior….but them vry KNS d….stay nvm,wash their shirt at hostel,use our thing n vry dirty put their thing full in living room…their noise…make me so angry…and my sch also hv a case happening but now settle ady….

I really hope all the bad thing fasted pass away…..i hate bad thing happen in my life….

Boring life…watching movie now….so sien…I miss u baby…..see my laptop wallpaper I see that day we 1st time take dao tou tia d pic….at sunway…..i miss the moment….lao gong I really miss u now…I want u~

Till hv three month more….haiz...

today jz tat....