2010/05/30

today by train back ampang...i saw the road today vry jam...mayb is today is sunday family day so like tat lol....luck i not by car back ampang d....but vry boring atb train...today ntg special...i also same feeling...tat is sien...


                今天很平时一样很想老公,可是今天更想被他牵手的感觉。。。
        今天火车里的冷气特别冷,可是我的守护天使却不在我身旁,不能帮我取暖。。。
心有点酸~这感觉真不是滋味
一个人的感觉真的很怕。。。
    一个人走在路上。。。没有人陪你聊天。。。
           自己一个人默默得在听歌。。。看着人来人往,穿梭马路。。。
               自已就好像陌生人!!!
                                 难道人生就不过如持吗?
                                       回到家又是一个人孤孤单单,好想找个人陪。。。
                                             找个人靠~人总会有累的时候。。。
                                                     也会有想家的时候 ~
                今晚有件事让我很开心。。。那就是你《老公四姨的女儿》《MUN MUN》
跟她聊天心情变的好好。。。可能是被她的童真影响~ 
    长越大越不好,越不开心,烦的事就越多。。。 如果能回到小时候那就好!!!
哈哈,越写越离题。。。                                                                                                   
好,回来了。。。老公今天做工怎样?生意好吗?你的手还好吗?
明天一大早就有课,所以我の早点睡。。。要不然我のHONEY 老公又要心疼我了~~!!!老公我可没有怪你的意识,读完看完,还有不准哭(⊙o⊙)哦!!!
我要帅帅的老公。。。有我一个爱哭包够了!!!哈哈。。。。好啦,今天就此结束!

promise....

你说过的话,要带我去的地方。。。。
-genting
-KLCC
-sunway lagoon
-world of disney (1st is Paris)
-play badminton
-club of seabird ❤
-malacca

我想要你带我去的地方。。。
-play paintball game
-小云顶
-setia alam pasar malam ❤

Restaurant...
-sunway primany full house ❤
-sungai wang toilet restaurant ❤
-any interest restaurant


*p/s:anytime will add more place
❤  mean done

Recently Edit Pic^^

2010/05/29

today whole day at home...so sien so boring!!!haiz....
tis week giv ppl ffk 2 times....walao,really is(wtf)lol...
haha...tomorrow back ampang again,coz monday hv to study...hehe,got abit lazy leh..haha
so tomorrow afternoon self by train & LRT back ampang...
today ntg do at home,jz online,edit blog & chat with my dear lao gong...
my dear lao gong today hv to work again,so pity him...always hv to work....haiz,is ok d lah,u do all thing is bcoz future,so gambateh lao gong...
but abit heart pain,coz lao gong d hand...now hear him say is feel well ady...but still vry worry...
anyway,hope he can take care him self...coz i cant do it now...
so missing him...& i know he also so missing me...
hehe....so today ntg special,jz today i eat alot...n my mood sometime hapi sometime bad...haha...

2010/05/28

today ntg special happen....
at home is boring...recently vry poor,so cant go out shopping & play...
haiz...exam also coming soon....feel stressed too.....haiz~
but recently hv a interest thing is my mind are planning something....
hehe....tis is for lao gong d....
but i dunno when can finish it....
i noe u will read my blog...i jz can tell u,tat is suprise.....
is i prepare only for you...
coz u r my lao gong....muack^^
today morning follow mummy go pasar pagi....
hv few anuty ask my mum,tis is ur daughter.......................
few of they say the same thing,
wah,vry big ady,so pretty o~
so i will big lah,they also din saw me be4...
haha,i ask back my mum,if i cannot big ma die lol....
haha....
today mu mum cook nasi lemak....
wah,look like vry delicious...
slaver also want following come out....haha,cant control ady...
lao gong....
u slaver also following out lol...
fast keep it back....
coz i saw it lol...
haha^^
today i loss a thing...
i forget i put at where
i cant find it...
feel sad....

2010/05/27

today morning back home town...
i really think org "m"babi betul...tat is lady couch but still hv few "m" guy coming...
i really dunno they buta or they dunno melayu....damn angry d lol....
i think the lady couch not different lol,guy also will come in...
finally i also reach klang....arrive home~haha....so now online again...
hehe~miss lao gong leh....
today i do lot funny...i keep open my lao gong fb acc...n playing game...
after use him acc send gift myself....haha,damn funny lol...
today my family all vry suprise i back home...hehe,coz i din tell they...
today ntg happen....

playground~i like it




2010/05/26

today i skip my morning english class....coz i monday attend is boring...
but afternoon i got attend my tour leader class,coz today is last class & exam is coming soon at 4 jun....actually i think our leature will giv our some exam tip,but he din do like tat,even we asking him time of exam...him also dunno...
i really think "wft" college....the leature dunno our time of exam...so who will know it o.....damn angry....n today only 9 ppl attend the class,our leature also say damn funny...
i dunno why him still say damn funny...no ppl wan attend him class...mean him dunno how to teach....i think him also dunno wat wrong with him!
after class is almost 5pm...so i with my other housemate together walk back hostel...
so reach hostel,play computer game again...but after my senior call me go swing with they...hehe,i also follow..tis is i 1st time swing at tis new hostel...
before i also no want follow,coz i sick...
after swing go sauna....walao,tis is call enjoy life...song ar~haha
really is good feel...i hope my lao gong can fast back malaysia,n i can back him go swing & go play at playground together...sauna cannot together,coz sauna inside the toilet,so enjoy by self...hehe....
so after sauna sure is back hostel take a bath...after continue online...write mail giv lao gong...coz i lazy go out,so i call my classmaaate pack dinner for me,coz they want go cheras pasar malam,they call me go downside take my dinner...only i at home...i feel so free....after saw lao gong online find lao gong chat...we want video call d,but net vry hang,so i think lao gong also damn angry...so few min only lao gong call me....coz only me at home,i also no need shy....i keep 撒娇with lao gong...n sound so be sweet sweet...hehe,i was happy...n i feel myself hv abit siow siow...but lao gong love it...hehe...i like 撒娇with lao gong...hehe!so both for us keep say sweet word...keep say funny thing....hehe,that feelling was happy...so we chat so long time,after lao gong saw the time is late he call me sleep early...so we giv each other a kiss n keep say i love u...only end the call....
but i no yet wan sleep,coz i rmb i no yet update my blog...
so i tell lao gong i will fast fast finish,n fast fast go sleep...
hehe....i think tonight i too sweet cannot sleep leh...hehe,how leh?i also dunno....
so today the end...yea^^hope tomorrow hv a nice day...lao gong u too o....i noe u vry miss me,coz i also same i vry miss u too...but u cannot like me coz too miss u hv panda eye o~hehe...hope u tomorrow work can easy more not giv u too tired,coz i will heart pain....muack

2010/05/24

today is monday....today morning got a morning class....haha,today i sleep late...but when arrive till early...hehe...
today class vry boring coz only 14ppl attend...hehe
so sien....finish class back hostel....
afternoon with housemate together go do gam & sona....walao,the feel is song ar....hhahaha....
today so sien...so boring....so miss him....hahah。。。。
tonight my dinner jz a bread。。。enough for me+1 pack biscuit。。。hehe

今晚我反常了,我今天用华语写我的部落格。。。。我一路来都是用英语。。。
虽然我英语也不是很好,至少我觉得好过我的华语。。。今晚很无聊,想读lour leader。。。。
可是心不在焉。。。我也不懂怎么了?是我太想你了吗?还是我太无聊?
突然想找个人陪我聊天,可是看了电话簿。。。原来我的朋友也没多少。。。真心的一俩个。。。好无聊,一个人呆呆的在房里。。。感觉好寂寞。。。很无助。。。。

最近我真的很不开心。。。我好希望你在我身旁~~~
不开心时,接到你的来电,我的眼泪就会很不听话的留出来。。。
我根本控制不到。。。今天感触很多。。。。
我真的很感谢你我的老公。。。谢谢你每次在我最需要你的时候,你都会出现。。。安慰我,哄我。。。虽然我有时有点皮,坏蛋。。。可是你总是忍我。。。呵呵……我爱你老公~

刚刚才說没人陪我聊天,在我写到一半的时候。。。一个男的走进我的房间。。。。陪我聊天直到现在,他才回房。。。我觉得我们聊得都不是我的心里话。。。
可是我感觉他人是不错的。。。又回到一个人的寂寞。。。
我很好奇,为什么我给人家的第一影响就是很会读书,我根本就不是方面的人才。。。
还有我明明年龄比他人大,可是我感觉他人总爱把我当小妹妹的对待。。。
我很像小妹妹吗?嘻嘻…………*—*

2010/05/23

today is sunday mean back ampang again。。。。
today i vry unhappy n feel vry down。。。。
coz hv many thing happen in recently N in my life。。。。
i really vry feel stressed。。。。n disappointed。。。。
yesterday bcoz me my dad scold my mum。。。n say no allow me go out at night more。。。
i feel sorry with mum,but i vry angry my dad。。。i not child。。。i big ady。。。。
haiz。。。everytime i feel unhappy sure will tell lao gong but when he call me asking me wat happen。。。my tear also will follow out。。。i dunno wat happen。。。when i hear him sound,after i sure will cry。。。
lao gong really wan say thank with u,coz after chatting with u,i feel my mood is better。。。but for now still is vry down mood。。。mayb i jz wan find a person accompany。。。or wat also dunno。。。i feel sad i cant go ipoh meet my lonely frenz。。。i feel angry coz my dad scold my mummy。。。i feel stressed coz exam is coming。。。。i feel tired coz yesterday not enough sleep。。。i feel down coz no ppl accompany me。。。i feel wan cry coz i so missing my lao gong。。。i got so much feelling,but all is bad' feel。。。lao gong。。。i still need wait 9 more month u only will back at my beside。。。lao gong hope u will read tis。。。coz all word is follow my heart write。。。who can make me happy?i think only u。。。lao gong muack i love u

2010/05/22

today i vry bad luck...
today i vry moody...
today i vry boring...
today i vry angry myself....

today i vry hate myself....
today i vry sad...

2010/05/18

today i no hv class,but i still busy....
i busy to clear thing,coz yesterday i move new hostel....yea^^
Happy 1 Year anniversary with Edwin Siew Kean Seong At This Thursday....yea~
i love u FOREVER.....❤....
yea,still left 2 day.....lao gong got prepare present giv me but i no hv leh....
feel abit sorry for lao gong leh....
so after i hv busy travel,exam & help friend celebrate birthday....hehe
tis month i really busy....but i think i hv lot holiday...i will settle all thing!
ntg want say...haha...bye^&^
i love u lao gong

honey honey pig & sweet sweet pig







2010/05/16

today is sunday...mean i need ampang again!
actually i scare back ampang but jz everytime only my self waiting train....
tat feel is vry lonely...sometime i will scare too....
finally i also arrive ampang....
but when on the way come ampang got some funny thing....
all is in train...about the lady coach....
i saw my boy come in after go out again....
n today got a tp come in with other guy...hv a man catch up with the guy go out,after the tp say she is gal....the man only go!haha...
at the caoch got many ppl laugh her....i think her vry pity....
today i vry like the drive train....coz vry fast vry song...din like be4 all slow slow d....haha

after i think i will busy move hostel....haiz....

2010/05/15

today finally my car take go repair....
but also bcoz tis thing make me feel sorry for someone....
haiz,i really feel so sorry for yukii n ur mum....coz i suddenlly cannot go fetch u,
i thing really make some trouble for they....SORRY for yukii N ur mummy.....

but got a happy thing is today i get lao gong prepare d suprise....
hehe,so excited...but cannot open need wait 20 may only can see.....
feel so happy...

today....ntg happen...
but i so miss my lao gong....
rencently i hv a plan,for now i want prepase suprise to lao gong...yea!
he dunno...hehe.....hope can fast finish...!
I LOVE U LAO GONG....FROM SWEET SWEET PIG

2010/05/14

today is friday....
today is afternoon class,so i until 10half more i wake up go bath....
after i with my roommate go meet classmate...for wat?for see house,coz we wan move out from our hostel....our hostel too bad,N they manner vry bad,always lie us money....say always now say like tis to us,but few minutes more they will say no same....i really tired like tat...
N so sien...always with my father take money...now i think i really can study anot?
i got choose wrong?haiz....so angry my self....
n more i confirm want move house so need to pay a deposit RM522...+CTH RM200+RM150 for personal....i really dunno hv to say with my dad i wan RM 870...i can sure is,him sure will scold me...haiz...now i so worried the money...vry angry my self,spend money too fast....
i think start with monday i will everyday eat roti....hehe~so fast,i will be superman roti!!!
haha,still can joke^^

ok,finish my our thing...now say something about at colloge...
recently at my class hv 4 ppl fight...is 1gal wit 1 gal.....
guy with guy....they fight coz a small matter..i really dunno they wan fight...
the gal is roomate...see now fight,i dunno after how they stay together 1 years....
the guy more sien...haiz....dunno they,coz tis not my matter i dunno want be middle...
"haiyo....not think too muach lah tee penny...all the think will settle...won't worry!"

2010/05/13

toDAY hv a exam....
before i still vry stressed coz i scare the paper will vry diffencult....
but after saw the paper...it is easy!hehe,all quesion is copy for our book....
luck today exam is easy...but still vry stressed tomorrow exam....
coz for tomorrow the lecture is vry strict...so i think tomorrow paper sure will vry diffencult for me!haiz....this time really is wait die....haiz,now only is local exam....if is london paper....
haiz,i cannot image.....jz wait die lah....haha.....

today vry early whole class finish exam....
so teacher also giv us back early.....really is vry early...
we class 9:30am...we today finish class 10:30am....
hehe.bcoz too early so we go eat breakfast.....after breakfast they want go TQ shopping....
i din following....1st reason is no money 2rd reason is go there vry sien no hv any entertainment....so i borrow with my friend her broadband....at room online.....
haiz...1ppl is vey sien but i still vry happy coz i get my lao gong d msg^^i love u lao gong

finally i wait until 6pm more...lao gong is online.....
i wait he chat with me....
but when vry chat a while,he say go something do....so he u busy.....
after few min he come back again.coz jz now he go eat he breakfast.....
when i chatting with him,suddenlly my tears also following come out....
coz i really really vry miss he....
but got a lucky thing is never giv he saw it....
coz we use facebook so cannot saw each other....so he cannot saw me is crying.....
mayb is only i at room,so i also no wan to control my tears jz giv flow out....
haiz....i dunno wat can i do!jz use normal heart to see it....

2010/05/11

today lao gong exam....so i wish he gud luck.....
today i garthering with ns friend at sunway,tis time only hv 5 ppl attend....
even vry less ppl we also vry enjoy....
we go watch IP MAN until 5 pm more only back....
but the guys night they still hv plan,they wan go clubing....
hehe...i sure din follow lah coz i hv promise with lao gong....
if i wan go,he will bring me go^6^
haha.....today ntg happen....
jz exam is coming i got abit scare....i scare i fail....haiz...
how?who can help me?if really i fail how?
haiz.....so scare so streesed now.....

2010/05/08

today morning is my bad day....coz my mum bring me go see doctor.....
walao,he giv me so much machine...go see a doctor face spend my mum RM35....
the doctor vry expensive...hehe
hope i can fast well,actually now i feelling better jz my mum worry...
so bring me go lol....
now i hate machine i wan sweet...i wan honey.......
haiz...tonight cannot join dinner with lao gong family....
coz i no wan make their sick....
hehe,so tonight i will go yam cha with my 25 club d friend...
hope not too boring lah...
today jz tat all,coz i also lazy to write.....hehe...
IM lazy gal.....wakaka

2010/05/7

today finish class I together my classmate walk go ERT…but is raining so mean I be chicken soup….haha….today when KTM I go in the lady coach….wah inside really no hv boy but got many (wan tan)mean malay gal….haha,99% lol….haiz….so bad leh…tis time is wan tan satin lol….haha…n I at KTM saw a gal….she look like is a success gal,coz she won’t waste 1 min too….coz I saw her even she is stand….but she still can read news paper n read book…but I vry scare lol,I scare she unbalance n gobackwards…coz I stand at her back…so when I arrive klang also is raining…but jz abit lah…so I wait my mummy fetch me…. so today ntg happen...jz i giv mummy 逼喝苦茶。。。me so pity,but i vry bad i share with my sister...n her wan is more tat me tat cup...hehe...ok lah...wait u free only reply my msg lah....hehe...i love u leng zai lao gong honey honey pig....yea!

2010/05/06

yesterday i feel not well........
night i fever N headache...
lucky is next morning i feel better more,jz feel vry tired.....



today is my friend Ah Wing BIRTHDAY....wish she happy birthday n happy always.....
feel sorry for her is i din join they celebrate with her......
haiz....coz i feel tired but at hostel vry boring so i come oldtown online....
hehe....so clever leh....
i sick still call cold drink n eat ice-cream....wah,if giv my honey lao gong noe....
he sure will beat me kill me too....hope he din see....hehe

waiting friday......coz can back home town!
hehe....celebrate MOTHER'S day....
SO boring....
hope i fast well,coz sick make me lazy n tired.....

2010/05/05

today is wed...
whold day hv class really is so sien....
haiz...
today feel headache whold night.....
haiz...vry no mood...
lucky jz now got lao gong accompany me chat with me sometime.....
feel better abit only...hehe....
so sien ar,wait weekeed go back home town again....
but tis sunday is mother day,but i no yet prepare parent....but i got idea already...
jz no yet action....hehe....but i hope my dear mummy will like i with sister share buy d persent....
actually can say i din take money come out buy...i jz giv idea....n prepare....hehe....
but also not bad lah,bcoz i still got heart....hehe....
today ntg happen...jz tat....unhappy thing no take again.....jz say out the happy thing.....
hehe....so today story THE END....

2010/05/04

today din class....me along go sungai wang n tq....
feel lonely but still vry song....
got freedom....
N
i settle lao gong mummy d present lia.....
n
my mummy d leh...wait wan sister...hehe
so today i go tq buy a new shirt giv my self....hehe
today ntg happen...so now i here is raining.....
feel sien...haha

2010/05/03

today is monday....
also is after holiday 1 st day class....
today class like normal day vry noise....
N
my roommate change her hair style.....walao,really is surpise....
when eveyone saw her hair,got many comment.....

after class vry lazy....
tis afternoon my roommate is busy to clear our room....n
move all thing....haha,so is vry tired ......
when finish all thing,after take a bath....
n take a nap...i sleep until 7pm more almost 8pm....

after go mamak online.....
be4 chat with lao gong is vry happy....
after coz something happen i vry again now....
i noe is my wrong but i also vry angry him....
blek....i so angry now ar.......
FUCK.....!!!!!!!
SHIT.....i hate....i hate angry.....i hate tis feel .......i wan die lia....

2010/05/02

today is sunday.....
i reach ampang but vry tired...
now along at mamak onine.....
so scare.....coz jz now tekejut....
haiz...sien r today....
today no mood update my blog....

facial~


tis is after...


tis pic is before facial....

2010/05/01

Today is labour day....
so got many ppl din work....
N
today i got a important dinner....is join lao gong family celebrate Mother day...
left 1 week,mother day is coming soon....
hv many ppl will early celebrate.....

AT tonight dinner i vry enjoy...
n not like before...
but still vry no biasa,coz dun hv lao gong accompany....
lucky is got him sister n some child accompany me....hehe
N all "ku ku" also vry nice....

Tonight we at“wong ting" restaurant....
when we going in...is saw many ppl....
we r the most early arried there....but few min only...
"er ku"is coming too...so we go sit at our table....
we hv 2 table...about 23 person....N "er shu" bring him bao bei coming....him daughter"xin yi"
she vry cute...n eye vry big....after many year sure is a leng lui...
wait all ppl arried....the food also is coming too...
everyone also wait until hungry....the food eat vry fast!
but when we eat finish still got ppl say hungry....no yet full...haha
haiz...so after order "nasi goreng" again....,but i vry bao bao lol....
haha....so finish eat,we all chating at there...drink wine....
N
i drink 2 cup...haha,no bad leh...
still no yet mabuk....but got many ppl after drink face be red red...
haha....so few min ago...finish drink...all go back our house...
coz 2mr morning "da ku" wan move house....all must attend...n help...
jz scare all cannot wake up only...
when we finish dinner still early,so i follow lao gong d family back home....
so him sister help me do facial....tat time i miss....so today won't miss again...
haha...she take 1 hour help me do facial....after finish,unlce aunty fetch me back home....
on the way back home....saw polis "blog" n check...so when i reach home time is 11more....
after take a bath...n now online write email to lao gong N update my blog....
yea....The End....wan an....good nitez....